Hello all its been a while im going to kick start it bk up soon so keep an eye out hehe :)

Short story

A man with the most with the most imaginative mind on earthy draws apon the stars to display the story that he see fit as himself. Let's start from the beginning where all stories start, it was a dark yet bright dreary day in the land of hearts. The place where all go to seek out what it is there soul wants. A most beautiful place where the grass is fresh cut with the most vibrant green appeal in all the land so vibrant it brings tears to the eyes from the radiant Sun pairing down. The first scant one smells is the dew from the first rain of the year with a slight portent taste of dandelions. One does not just walk to this place it rides carriage the dock where he then catches the boat man who ferries them across for a toll few of two pennies after he arrives hes greeted by a most peculiar man! Who smells like a fresh drunk right out of the bar from a long nite of folk songs and beer. He dresses with an ordinary tux and top hat. Gripping in his hand a cane made of the finest oak you've ever seen. The man then ask what's your purpose for visiting these lands? The man responses simply with a question for him. He who stands in the way is one who gets in the way. Hey looks over and see the most trustful lady on earth. His jaws drop and in the back of his head he goes threw how life would be in his mind with her in it. They dance back and forth as the nite continues. He has couple drinks nothing like liquid courage to promote the opening lined of "Carr to dance" he slow waltz over with a swagger almost as if one side of his body had a limp. He approaches her ever so gently with plan put and Bowing down. Then asked care to dance. She gazes down into his eyes as with a smile on face replies would love to. They carry conversation about there life's and experiences threw out the dance. Afterwards the head towards the grassy meadow where they hold one another as the star at the stars. Both pondering the same thing like there bodies were in tune with one another. It's perfect poetry to see happening in real life. With his shacking left had he grips slightly above her thigh and brings his right hand towards her left cheek. She embraced him for a kiss. Before they knew it, it was all over. Both in aww as the go about there day to day routines.

Not sure what to do with this hehe so im posting it just random ness form me enjoy...

Cars

Love them hate them they are here to stay. Love them when they run right and get me to my destination on time and safely. Hate them when they break down and they are all sadpanda. It makes me sad when my car breaks down. I love her. We go on long rides with nothing but the road and the great sounds of trance coming form the the windows. AS the bass gets louder and louder she gets faster and faster. I can feel her wanting to be free as we move hand in hand when we drive. Its not as if she a part of me i'm apart of her. When i breath she breaths when i step she steps so on and so on. I love my ford 97 gl Taurus she treats me well and in return i treat her with the respect she deserves. Yes if you were wondering gl does stand for general luxury in my mind. Nothing but oil changes every 3k miles and gas that i feel is fitting for her as well as not letting her getting low on any fluid. She needs a little tender loving care but with a little i receive a lot and respect that. My story of me and her going to Seattle. On the way back on one tank of gas she got 450 miles which is about 30 mph not bad for a car with 220,000 miles on it. Its a true ford story and how strong American made cars are and still stand the test of time. I will never trade her or giver her up for any other car shes mine until the day i die............

Shal we rage on DLC

Downloaded content in games. That's right they hold content from players and then release it as DLC. Its great cause i enjoy paying 10 dollars for an extra map that you already made but held back to make more money off us. In face what don't you just penny pinch us all the way threw the whole dam game. If you want to see next level just pay 1.99 alright sweet. If you want new weapons just pay .99. What the fuck happen to you guys as companies rewarding us for playing your game not holding back content and charging for it. Stupid as hell is it no wonder more and more people are pirating games cause of this shit. You give me an half ass game and then want me to pay extra so i can have the whole thing. What happen to getting that stuff for free to  encourage me to not only stay in the game but buy the next one. What ever happen to cheats in games. You know unlock all weapons and levels. Ill tell you it all went to that shit DLC.......

MMOs

Theory as to why they are boring now. For starters there are way to many out there and they all claim they have the same stuff that world of Warcraft has and always fall way short. They manage to bring less than Warcraft has to offer each and every time. Its starting to become such a pattern its almost to predictable now a days. What happen to an massively multiplayer online releasing with something new that blew us away and dropped are jaw. I miss those days and i don't think they are every coming back until blizzard releases there new massively multiplayer online. They set the standard and everyone follows it to a tee and tries to improve on one aspect and fall threw in all the other areas that you lose interest faster and faster. Its almost like when you log in and try it your like alright seen that and been there. Lets break it down. The template itself is simple and it goes as follows. You have levels you have to gain threw questing and then rewarded once you reach max level with the constant grind of getting gear which is the best part, having that epic item tied to your character to show off to others yeah i downed that boss. When you take that away it becomes bland and boring welcome to Guild wars 2 model. They seem to think that once you hit max level you get all the gear instantly and will never upgrade it ever cause that's it, its the only gear you'll ever get. So basically once you hit max level and get the gear for free all the end game content becomes easy and bland. I'm now not interested in downing a boss or i should say wiping to it to learn it and then when i kill i get no reward. Just a title maybe, other than that all you get is cinematic. Sweet so once i kill everything even faster than normal cause theirs no barrier to entry with the top gear being handed to me, i have this to say about it this game will die faster than it rises. People will reach max level and leave after they sweep threw everything in under a week. Granted they have player vs player but that's a small crowd they will keep. Most people are into player vs environment or solo type activities to feel epic. Then there are others who try to break the mold but its the same dam thing. Will take the secret world for example they got rid of leveling up they say but that's not true at all, all they did is instead of leveling your character to a point you you reach max level you level to unlock new abilities. So basically your character right out the gate is dumb down and you have to work to unlock the new cool abilities. The one thing i give them props on is the fact you can truly create a unique combat experience for your character like no other game out there and its set in modern day. But than again after you reach max level your stuck with hardly anything to do at all. What killed star wars the old republic was they only had one thing to offer people and it was long questing with story telling which was done great but when i started to raid and the bosses are bugged. I don't get to see the story anymore its to bad to cause that was there whole thing and they fell threw. They thought of instead of fixing the raiding lets just add new raiding and forget that ever happen. OK if its based of story like you guys say how will i know the lore of that one bugged boss i never downed which leads to the next tier of bosses. Its sad to a great company fall short and the game is losing badly in the market. Now lets get to Rift a hidden massively multiplayer online that is rising and rising cause of that tool set they have. Its the only company Ive seen putting out content every month new raid new daily's new everything. Then they add more and more stuff from other massively multiplayer online games. Its crazy how fast they added stuff and an expansion is on its way out. Which is great for Trion but hears the down side to that game and why it suffers. The god dam talents points and the amount of skills you get is way to many. As a healer i had like 8 heals 5 buffs and only one area effect heal. Which is odd since i had so many single heals how do i heal a group with no area over effect at all but one that is weak as hell and has an insane cool down. When you reached max lvl you have like 60 talents to input in this huge ass tree that takes forever to decide what path you want to take. Its old school Warcraft where it takes hours to setting up your character and hope it works. Glad to see blizzard learning form it. Other than that the game is fun. Now onto Warcraft and a few things that i think would make the game even more epic if addressed but that just me. First one is 25 man raiding vs 10 man raiding. I'm sorry lets get rid of them and go to 15 man raiding to make balancing these things easy on you guys not harder. Yes 10 man is way harder and here is why. If you lose anyone its a wipe. Lose a healer call it lose a tank call it lose a damage per sec call it. Cant make enrage timers if damage per sec is down. Cant heal when you lose a healer. Cant hold the boss when you loose a tank. Its impossible to complete a fite gimped at all when you lose one guy in the beginning or middle or even at the tale end. In 25 man you can lose a healer a tank and lots of damage per second and still down the boss. I don't get why blizz does not see this and its frustrating since the majority or guilds do 10 mans. Next one that i have for them to improve a little on is there raid finder. Ingenious none the less its still has one issue that could promote guilds to raid and not do that thing. I don't mind everyone have access to all the bosses in the tier and can Que when every they want that's great and that's what you want in a game. More accessibility to others who don't have all day every day to play. With that being said if you down the end boss in raid finder you should get a short ass clip of the ending and not the same one that others see who raid with there guild. Make it short give them a taste. Then for normal mode guilds downing the end boss give them a show, we love seeing epic videos you guys put out. Make it long we want that. Then for the more hardcore crowd who do the hardest setting heroic. Give them the same video as normal but include maybe a sneak peak at what your working on like a little developer video so they get to see something more personal since they took the long hours of head crushing against a wall to down all the bosses props the them. So to break all the models of massively multiplayer online it'll have to be the ones who set it blizzard and i cant wait to see it. I know they release something so epic it'll bring back that jaw dropping effect that all massively multiplayer online players are missing do to the model being re used in hopes that one gimmick they improve on will hold us for years to come in there game......

short rage

One thing that i hate while taking a shower is when i run out of body wash. I have to step out of my paradise of nothing but soothing hot water and relaxing steam. To walk into Antarctica while i try to find some more. It's like walking threw a foggy day and cant see anything in front of you.

GOLD GOLD

Alright my home world and place i miss the most its a part of me as im a part of it. Alaska miss the fresh air and all the great people. Even the darkness i crave to this day. Its all i want back in me to fill my soul. Nothing like nite life of a billion different stars upon stars to look at. Well, well here we go. They found the biggest gold mine in north America and want to start drilling. First off the bad news its right next to the biggest fisher know to man or where all the salmons like to spawn. So the question is do we destroy this sustainable source of food for all greed and resources we could use. Hell for Knox could use some more gold for backing our debts with. Why not i say fuck yeah start drilling baby bring it on. Lets do this and start a revolution we don't need food at all. In fact lets blow the whole freaking island up so its no longer there. Why not nuke it and kill two birds with one stone. Its what you want and crave you corporate greedy mongrels. Bring on the heat or heat wave of a freshly made ge nuke hehe. Bet you did not know they make nukes.

How can it be!!!!

How is this taste less, color less, order less, and in fact the more abundant thing on earth be so vital to life. Is it me or does something this ordinary and or bland thing we call water have such high stakes to our life make you wonder why. Why is it that we crave so much from this seeming less boring liquid object. Its like a trance and it feels so good to drink. Like it came direct form the tree of life itself. We need it and want it more than anything else.

TWINS??????

For years i have been haunted by this and why are they all here in this location. Why are some female and others male. What is the driving force behind all this and is it some greater plan i'm unaware of. What makes me the most copied person in this one location so special. Hell all go as far as saying i'm nothing but an average guy trying to get by day by day. That is all. I've had conversations with many of my friends about me doing things that ended up being just my twins. Its kinda of odd to have a stranger come up to you and ask hows your horses and hows uncle ted. I don't know man i have no idea who you are. Even when i say that they still look at me like i'm someone they've know for years. It's in there eyes, its right there even they believe its me. My very first job was at Safeway and when a guy named ken went to work at another store to fill in he had this to say. Before i get to that let me till you my first car was a 72 mustangs its important believe it or not. Well here we go. He said and i quote; "Theres a chick who drives a 73 mustang who works at the store i filled in yesterday who looks exactly like you." First off what the fuck is the odds of it being female and drives and old mustang that's only one year off from mine. This is an ongoing thing. Then when i started at tidyman's i was going to SFCC at the time, a chick who was a checker asked me if i went to EWU. I said no and she asked again are you sure it looks just like you i said i know what school i go to last time i checked hehe. Another time at the same place someone asked me if i got a new job and that i was no longer working at the gas station i said nope been here the whole time. Yet again another time but its from a close friend asked if i was downtown i said nope im at home. He said well i just saw you walking and drove by to wave. Its odd but it drives me to want to meet me. Now working at Fred Meyer i had a person asked if i had a twin brother who works at pet co, i said not to my knowledge. Gets even better and why its on my mind now. So my sister comes to me today and says i saw you in Cheney. I said no i was at work. She said yeah i followed you and it was weird to see the same car you drive and a person who looks just like you. Alright hold up i have a new car now a 97 ford taurus and its blue how the fuck did my twin know and or get the same dam car. Thats more than enough for a person to think hes from some other time or is crazy hehe. I don't know which one to believe in anymore its freaky and they keep following me as well as copy what i do it seems. They are all over my stomping grounds buying the same car i drive who knows maybe im not me today. Maybe this is my twin and its not really me. Now that would be the best right a person whos been raging this whole time on this blog is now a distant star in the background cause Ive been copied over and over to the point where even my copies are me. So i leave you all with this....... Is this the real me or not??????? you decide.......

Batman

All i can say is wow. Just do your self a huge favor and go to the imax to see it. Well get to the shity part about the shooting in a minute hehe. So buckle up and put your tin foil hats on. Here we goooo!!!! Well first off the hired extra security and did not watch the back entrance to the theater. Really why the fuck not. Then why are people saying it part of the event. That is beyond me, someone comes in with guns and throws tear gas out is part of a mid knight release. Who has ever done this in the history of movie releases ever in the theater itself. If anything they would dress up that is all not bring in guns and shit come on people. Also they guy who left the baby on the ground to go make a phone what the fuck is with this guy. Stupid as hell in fact lets have all the pan-icing people trample this poor kid. Then to top it off he proposes to his girl after all that and she says yes. Really a guy who is willing to sacrifice his kids and not himself is who you want to marry. Is this chick not all there. Next this one is the rarest thing i ever heard of and the chances are so bleck that it hard to process it all. A women goes to Canada on a trip and was literally minutes away form dying in that shooting but survived. Then returns home to go see the batman movie and dies. The odds of this is crazy. Well enough of my rage my heart goes out to all the poor victims of that event and hope they get well soon. :)

Iphone

god dam this thing. What the hell is with the service lately and all the lawsuits. Is it me or is apple freaking out of there minds. Lets sue over the lock screen really. Why not sue for looks of it oh wait the've done that. In fact lets sue to sue just because we have money. Is our patent laws this lose that we can sue left and right over stupid shit. i don't know about you but that makes me sick. I'm going to sue people who use the phrase lets do this. I say it a lot why not in fact im going to patent that phrase so its mine and only i can say it. Then if i every hear someone say it boom theirs a cold mil waiting for me at my house. I love this so much im going to the curt house to petition this to get the ball rolling. Man is this what it feels like to be sue happy. You should see the smile on my face from ear to ear baby. I cant wait im so excited i'm going to lose sleep over it haha.

Banning of guns

Lets have fun with this one ok. First of you try to take the rights of bare arms you better bring an army with you. i know for a fact that most are not willing to give up on these rights at all and are willing to die for it as well. To me if this actually passes the only way i can see it working is we declare marshal law and the stupid un comes in to take control of it all. Then we set up camps for each and every person who does not want to comply. Sound familiar it should look at ww1 and 2 hehe. Same thing but it'll be done to us the free American people. Its a right to own and have them so let it be. Stupid one world government bull shit.

Boorrraddddd

Anyone else feel like life has reached its peak and nothing new is going to happen and then realize that its you who needs to change in order to improve upon life. Its built in all of us were just scared to do we get in that comfort zone far to often that we start to relay on it. i can say that i have relied on this far to often that its making me sick. I feel as if its time to move to a strange place and start a new life. Who knows what joys or sorrows are along the way but hey its worth it to see what else is out there. Or what life has to offer, Lately nothing here at all been the same thing time and time again.

Sugar and potassium

These two dam items are the vain of my existence in a literal sense. i hate them with a passion and cant seem to get away form this drug. Its almost dam near impossible to get rid of sugar ive gone nuts trying to find a way. You simply can not do it unless you don't eat and only drink water. As far as potassium goes why the fuck that's in everything now is beyond me. I cant have it, its bad for a person like me with hig blood pressure. Im on a beat blocker that holds any little bit of this shit in my body and high doses of a can kill you. Yes i know its great for severe acne patients and the scary part the part they don't tell you until your on it is that you have to get tested every month to make sure your kidneys are working. So this drug that makes your skin look great also kills you sweet. Enough of that how about that it kills me just for taking meds. Pretty sad to see a vitamin slowly eat someone away maybe its why im crazy.........

The world passes by

To me it seems like this is true time and time again. It passes by so fast it's hard to believe, in a blink and you already missed almost everything. Weird to say that time picks up as you get older. Why is that, is it because were more aware of it and cherish every moment. As if it was our last or is it the simple fact that when your younger time has no meaning and you free off the grid so to speak. Its a hard concept to grasp considering all the stuff you do as a child, that time itself would seem to elude you beyond words. Play outside, go to school all day, play more outside. Repeat and repeat and before you know it, its straight to the working force and time slips away. I've seen time slip away form me its like i stood there as everyone around me moved on and forward.........

Maybe a little rage lol

Lets start with the people in human resources over in Seattle. These people are so incredibly dumb its almost impossible to comprehend i kid you not. First few stores i apply to, when i call back a week later to check up. She had this to say oh yeah they have been filled aw cool so you sat on my apps and did not turn them in. Thats freaking epic i wish i could do that, so this way when ever your trying to get anywhere it wont happen who cares about your app. Your from some where else i dont want to help your ass out at all. In fact im shredding it now hehe to spite you. Then i get a call form the regional, that sounds sweet something i did not expect or even saw coming but hey why not. So he tells me to apply for the meat ans seafood. Sweet i have tons of experience in that no brainier right this is smooth sailing sounds like the gods are shining on me on this day right. Nope it takes them almost a month for them to call back to tell me its full. It gets better every time i called to check up on it they were like who is Nick well hes your grocery manager last time i checked and the one who would be doing the interviews. No one had a clue who there boss was freaking funny as hell. When i got a chance to talk to there stupid ass illiterate human resource person. All she kept saying was who are they sir well they are you guys and what you were looking for. Then she said i don't handle the internal apps, really you got to be fucking kidding me right that's your very job. Why the fuck are you in human resources if you don't understand what your job title is. My god some of the worst people i have in my life ever dealt with, its sad to all i was trying to do is transfer over there and watch my aunts house for her. It makes me sick that people go all this way to help me out and then fuck me over. Its like why did four people call me to give me hope when all your going to do is stomp on it and light it on fire. Then after all this Nick calls me this week. Tells me they have no openings and proceeds to give me the worst advice i ever heard of all i could say was ty and hung up. My jam literally dropped when he utter this fucking words. You nee ed to fill out the restricted times you cant work. Are you serious read what the hell you just said. You want me to have restriction, really what kind of world do you live in. You would think being available any dam time of the week would be indeed what a company looking for. Someone you can call when ever and will be there. I guess im crazy, time to check into a hospital. So i guess this is it white coats and all the checkers i can eat. nothing like getting high for free and no worries rights sounds like the good life. Nothing but interesting stories form others and great food. Hear i come eastern state hospital..........

Lindsey Stirling

Not going to rage tonite nothing but love for this artist. Violin and then trance and some other stuff as well. What more could you want check her out on YouTube. Its a perfect blend of melody to speak to the heart. It transcends anything i ever heard and love it. Nothing but respect for her and her great ness as talent. She is by far the best person in the world to inspire people and you can see the true joy that comes form her music each time she does a video. Truly speechless and in awe.........

2012 seems more real

At first i was a huge huge fan of reading what will actual take place according to the mayans but now it does feel as if that end of the world scenario is going to happen. More and more things push towards the idea of this its scary and if your not scared will take the time to look around you and you'll see what i see.

One world governement

I feel more and more we are heading towards this faster than expected. If that gun law passes and we lose this right here in America. Man ohh man that's all i can say. It'll split the US into a civil war, i kid you not. No ones going to give up there right to bare arms you got to be joking me and to even think of trying to make it a law to do so is just crazy. Is it me or are we heading straight in to a civil war and it'll be the free independent vs the government all over again but this time it'll be split and they'll both exist in present day. Seems more and more true. I'm going to say it we don't have a president anymore we have a king the things hes passing that are clear against the Constitution is so radical one cant even fathom what he'll do next. In fact i guarantee well get him for another 4 years and nothing will stop this clown. My favorites is how he himself is always like we just need to calm down really we need to stand the fuck up and end this king shit now before its to late. Will be in camps soon enough with that medical bill passing. Putting us there cause we cant afford independent medical but his idea of medical for all and if you don't bam throw us in the camps. Well at least fine the crap out of us. That's what we need more money more problems. Someone needs to stand tall and start a revolution and bring back the core values this very country was built off of. No more of this crap its getting worse and worse. We need to take care of our people not make them so poor that we have to live on the streets while others come here to the land of the free and rake in like gods. They get so much support its ridiculous. Its needs to stop needs to stop.

Thank you Mr. Presidneta

Hey hey lets make sure we all have medical, great idea but lets take it and shove it in the blender first. Thats what i think of this stupid idea that we all need medical. First off most companies are going to drop medical period for the employes cause it cheaper to pay the penalties for not having it. Fuck yeah lets make it so the middle class can suffer more. In fact lets rape them to the point where they are a dying breed and then gone gone gone. Yeah the cheapest independent medical one can get is about 300 a month. The average working American thats about half there paycheck gone not including other bills. Ohh yes if you are like me and said fuck it then i'm done. It gets better in fact they know this and love it. Lets fine all the people who don't have it so then no matter what you paying some one something. I don't know about you but lets face it the president is now a king. Chew on that for breakfast.